Yeah man, share your photos! I know we'd all love to see them.
I've been around you in these and other parts of the net long enough to know how frustrating the music making process has been for you at times. At the end of the day, if you just consider it a hobby and you don't enjoy it... then c'est la vie. What's the point?
Although, knowing how much time you've given it, I have a feeling that it is something you truly cherish and I hope that you can ultimately appreciate your creations for what they are. In my personal opinion, at times, you seem to have held yourself to far too exact of a standard. Your music is obviously something that a lot of people appreciate, and I can tell you, as someone who has engineered several recognized releases, that your music has never seemed inferior in any way to me. You seem to be someone who has the deep seeded need and urge to create, so let your creations be what they will and enjoy them however they come and whatever form they take. I understand that we all struggle with this at times, and it's easier said than done, but I just wanted to offer you my thoughts and encouragement.
Peace brother.
